This is a throwaway so I can be dumb and learn stuff
Career/partial life bio
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Oct 2025
I have this bad mindset where I panic/feel like I can't do it. Failing... but then I do it and you get this nice feeling.
One problem I have is my terrible sleep pattern. Right now I'm awake and can't sleep. I also can't find interest to watch something or read. Even scrolling memes is boring can you believe that. So I'm just sitting here, on, till I pass out like 2 hrs before I have to wake up. On the flip side I can also sleep for 16hrs straight. This is why I want freedom. No job.
Previous mental samples
https://pastebin.com/XR3bbNiJ (Oct 2025) -$80 NW
https://pastebin.com/TWXHkyFZ (Aug 2025 - Sep 2025) -$80K NW
https://pastebin.com/y0R0JWBz (Jun 2025 - Jul 2025) -$80K NW
https://pastebin.com/k2hqR8uN (Mar 2025 - Jun 2025) -$80K NW
https://pastebin.com/5xCTbGsu (2023 - Mar 2025) -$80K NW